saw this on fuad pnye fb. sori, but i really kinda like ur words.
so true, so sincere.
"...there are certain things i regret in life. but none would affect me as much as this one. there were many times when i was down, and there was no one i could share my problems with. she was always with me, by my side, telling me that it's okay, everything's gonna be all right. it's gonna be fine. and she was right. i got through the problems. but i did it, not only she was right; it's also because of her. she was my inspiration to be better at things, so that i can make life easier, someday, for us both. she was my inspiration to become a better person, a different and unique individual, regardless of certain disabilities i have only known to her. we share a lot of things together. but we got separated, and i think the reason was not only because of the distance; it was also my stupidity of not being able to control my stress. and i let it out on her. and i let her go. after nearly 3 years, the best 3 years of my life..and i'm writing this because i want to let it out my chest. i can't take it anymore. it's painful. i love her. and i think letting her go was my biggest mistake, and i'll regret it for the rest of my life. and i can't turn back, not to the time when it ended. i'm sorry. i could be stronger for her. but i couldn't. no one could replace her. now i couldn't share my happiness, or my sorrow. everything means nothing to me. loneliness comes upon me. the point is this..usually you don't see certain things, however small, that are important for you, until you lose it..."
"if only she could read this..."