only this i can said..

sem 4!! sem 4!!

heeeeeeeeeeeee~~~







xoxo,
ash.

Helo Gojes!

woke up this orning by the voice of my mommy..



"...comel,, bgn la. jom kluar g jalan2. ibu bosan la duk umh..."


sekali dgr je, tros bgn. haha, ape pnye prngai la. pntang owg ajk kluar.


tnye ibu, nk g pyrmid ke??. tp ibu kte die da bosan. skli ibu ajak g Ou plak..

ibu, np x senyum?? huuu..

heeeeeee~ me n ibu pkai purple. tersame plak.

rni kt jusco sgtsgtsgt rmai org. sbb ade sale nye gile2 pnye sale ^^,


tgk mcm beshh je sp member J card.. ley dpt lbey diskaun kot.. sbb sale special tu rni je kot kalo x slp la..


so, pe lgi... tros g buat J card. ngaahaha.. skrng bru nk ade J card. ceh!.


xde bli ape sgt pon. orng da rmai gle. nk baya kng stu hal nk kne bratur.. huuuu, mintak maap je lah ye..



owh btw, ade newest addition to my charles n keith collection. :)

hey gojes :')

*huuuu, skrng tgh sgt takot. gulp!*

xoxo,
ash.

yeay! yeay!

jap.



yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay! yeay!



haha, oke2, da. ape yg yeay nye??


ini lah...

haha, oven baru!!! suda boley baking. hooyeh! *basaunye.. huu*




owh, ade ini juge :)



haha, mixer baru.






ngeeeeeeeeee~ elective this sem aku amik course baking. heee~

so, dgn smngat nye abh g bli oven n mixer baru. heeee :')

sukenyeeeeeeeeee!




tp kn, ble aku nk stat neh?haha. adoi..~





*nota kaki : mcm nk buat blog bru je. khas for my baking. sbb Dr.Kang nk tgk ape je aku buat. kang bg blog ni nye link kang, abis sume die tgk.. haha.. cannot2, segan. hmm, nti lah pk blog baru.




xoxo,
ash.

:')

saw this on fuad pnye fb. sori, but i really kinda like ur words.


so true, so sincere.


enjoy...

"...there are certain things i regret in life. but none would affect me as much as this one. there were many times when i was down, and there was no one i could share my problems with. she was always with me, by my side, telling me that it's okay, everything's gonna be all right. it's gonna be fine. and she was right. i got through the problems. but i did it, not only she was right; it's also because of her. she was my inspiration to be better at things, so that i can make life easier, someday, for us both. she was my inspiration to become a better person, a different and unique individual, regardless of certain disabilities i have only known to her. we share a lot of things together. but we got separated, and i think the reason was not only because of the distance; it was also my stupidity of not being able to control my stress. and i let it out on her. and i let her go. after nearly 3 years, the best 3 years of my life..and i'm writing this because i want to let it out my chest. i can't take it anymore. it's painful. i love her. and i think letting her go was my biggest mistake, and i'll regret it for the rest of my life. and i can't turn back, not to the time when it ended. i'm sorry. i could be stronger for her. but i couldn't. no one could replace her. now i couldn't share my happiness, or my sorrow. everything means nothing to me. loneliness comes upon me. the point is this..usually you don't see certain things, however small, that are important for you, until you lose it..."

"if only she could read this..."






xoxo,
ash.

I dance with my tip toe :)

it was fun Saturday outing.



went out for a movie with mamito n papito. heee, besh3!!



the movie was superb. 2012.. although mcm x logik je kn towards the end. ye lah, kate end of the world, mne de owg yg survive. hehe, neway, 5 ++ stars for the movie. :)

then later tonite, went to subang parade with papito.


mainly reason, because of this..




yeay!! my very 1st crocs. ahaa, jakun gle. sgt suka oke! 1st, the kaler sgt suke.. purple aww!!
plus, got diamond kt tpi. sme je cm anis, but die pnye brown. heeeeeeeeeeeeee...

suke3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



*there goes my money, again. T_T*



owh, they also gave this.



mcm xtau kn ape bnde nie. but the instruction said soak it in water for a while.


so i did. turns out, it is actually a..







haha, towel! so cute n creative :)



owh btw, the boyfie pon ttba bli crocs gak. haha. sebok je. i bli, u pon nk bli.. ceh :)


ngarrr.. merah nye mak ngah.. haha :)



well, i think tht's all for my quick update. till next time. ttfn ^_^



xoxo,
ash.

one word.

Fantastic!!




yupp, tht's how my day went today...



had a greatgreatgreat time with the wifeeeyyyyy.. aqma, mint n yana..



still waiting for the pict to be upload.



next on the list??



movie date with abh. weeeeeeeeeee~





xoxo,
ash.

Sile Notice ^^,

yeayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!

da ade kt penang!! Gurney Plaza!!

now u can shopping for me.. kn? kn? kn?...

heeeeeeeeeeeeee..~ (^_^)

xoxo,
Ash.

arrrgggghhhhhhh..!!!

this is not the first time u did.....








super fucking mad lah rite now!!!







damn!

a day to smile :)

sopink2. sukeeeeeeee sgt! lme gle x kuar.



had a funfunfun day with the wifey.. aqma, jo n liyana.



lunch at sushi, then we did our shopping. well, me n aqma je la.

grey skinney leggings, purple basic tee n belt.

there goes my money. haha. xpe. saving lgi. den bole shping lgi.. heeeee~



love,
A.

tag tag tag

Tagged, again.


WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: 'rainbow tree'.. sedapp, from Naili's
2. Last phone call: aqma
3. Last text message: apis kmm
4. Last song you listened to : BSB old songs,, suke sggt :)
5. Last time you cried: erm, few days back. kot


HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice : no.
7. Been cheated on : defenitely, yes.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it : no kiss n tell.
9. Lost someone special: yes.. :[
10. Been depressed: most time. student what,, standard ah
11. Been drunk and threw up: i dont drink bulls***


LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. black
13. gold
14. red


THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: for sure :)

16. Fallen out of love: erm, nop!

17. Laughed until you cried: haha, sometimes.

18. Met someone who changed you: ermm, think so

19. Found out who your true friends were: definetely yes!

20. Found out someone was talking about you: er,dunno la. ignore je

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: hahaha..ade kot~

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: bykkk

23. How many kids do you want to have: eh, x pk lgi la >.<

24. Do you have any pets: nahh, mls nk jga. haha

25. Do you want to change your name?: im hepi with my own

26. What did you do for your last birthday: study week. n oh, my frens kt IMU buat
surprise.. how sweet

27. What time did you wake up today: late. xingt.

28. What were you doing at midnight last night :on9. mcm biase.

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: S.H.O.P.P.I.N.G

30. Last time you saw your Mother: few minutes back.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : errm, ..

32. What are you listening to right now: clicking sound. farah punye mouse :p

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i am tom. Mak Tom :p

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: why i still cant go shppng?? im on my holiday
now.

35. Most visited webpage: facebook, blogger.

36. Whats your real name: nor ashikin johari

37. Nicknames: ikin,shikin,ash,comel,dendet,shikimic,norishjohari,kinkin, n the list goes on...

38. Relationship Status: in relationship with HIM.

39. Zodiac sign: taurus

40. Male or female?: pompuan :)

41. Elementary: sk seafield

42. Middle School?: smk seafield

43. High school/college?: kolej matrikulasi melaka, IMU bukit jalil

44. Hair colour: black

45. Long or short: long

46. Height: never knew. seriously -_-"

47. Do you have a crush on someone : yup, HIM

48: What do you like about yourself? : nothing.

49. Piercings: a pair

50. Tattoos: disgusting.

51. Righty or lefty: righty


FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: none.
53. First piercing: err,, few years back
54. First best friend: aqma, mint, lina, joana
55. First sport you joined: netball n hoki
56. First vacation: ngarrr, x ingt -_-"
58. First pair of trainer: adidas, n wore them like once only. haha


RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: goreng pisang
60. Drinking: none.
62. Listening to: my sister n my kazen talking
63. Waiting : for my bff.. wanna have some fun.


YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yup, for sure. cute little one :)
65. Get Married?: mau2. mari pinang cepat. haha
66. Career?: pharmacist.


WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: lips..
68. Hugs or kisses: both
69. Shorter or taller: taller.
70. Older or Younger: neither
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic..
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice arm..
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive..
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship..
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: neither.


HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: euuww, tak!
77. Drank hard liquor: never
78. Lost glasses/contacts: no
80. Broken someone's heart: yeah. never regret it
82. Been arrested: im a gud girl :)
83. Turned someone down: yes.
84. Cried when someone died: yes.
85. Fallen for a friend?: errr..


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: sometimes.
87. Miracles: depends
88. Love at first sight: yupp2
89. Heaven: yes..
90. Santa Claus: nahh
92. Angels: hmm..


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no. im loyal :p
95. Did you sing today?: yupp2. lalalala~
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: no.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: mtrix would be nice. miss sggt.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: err,, too mny tochoose from. hurmm, how about that day.. somewhere end of may.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: err, tak kot.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: defenitely.



haaaaaaaaaa,, pnat buat neh.

sp nk buat, sile lah ye.



~ash_joe~

the bitter sweet.

Fuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......





kasik tiop sket.. da brabuk gle kot blog neh.. lme x update. huu~


owh ya, the good news is...









THE EXAM IS FINALLY OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!








but the bad news is...








result will be come out......... SOON!!..







isk.